yesterday i did so well! I'm down almost everything i gained during the weekend, so i'm motivated :)
i think it's possible that tomorrow i'll be at a lower weight than before i gained, but we'll see...
i really wish my jeans would be kinda baggy on me, but they're just disgustingly tight.

but i'll get there :)

lesson learned: don't take advice from people who tell you that eating integral bread is good for your metabolism.

i gained over 2 pounds because i tried that. i'm so gross, i can see the fat all over my face. but now i'll stick to my plans and i hope to get rid of the gained weight by tomorrow. i won't update the ticker thing until i lose more than i was back then. any tips on how to get your metabolism going, please tell me. i already drink all sorts of teas and i'm not willing to eat. much less 6 times a day. so yeah...

i'm on diet coke until i lose the 2lbs gained plus 2lbs. i look seriously disgusting. it's so sad :(

have you ever felt like sabotaging yourself? this is so far beyond being thin... me vs me. and all of sudden i feel like i'm the ugliest person on earth and worst: i want to be the ugliest person on earth :/ i need friends who'll talk me out of it :(